Month: May 2018
When a sociopath, and future murderer, tried to use me as a flying monkey
A few years ago, I wrote about a former “friend” of mine that started to show me red flags. He later killed his wife and then himself. When it happened, I was stunned that he’d gone so far, but at the same time, I wasn’t totally surprised because I had started to see through him … Read more
I believe my narcopath ex would have killed me
I often wonder why the narcopath picked ME to marry when he was a lifelong bachelor at nearly 60 year old. (Although I have some bits of evidence that he was married to others….) As far as I know for sure, he had never been married. He had been with hundreds and hundreds of women, … Read more
Sociopaths gonna sociopath
I work from home so I spend more time online than I should. Some of my social media groups overlap with a few people from my old pre-sociopath groups, so every once in a while, I will see nasty comments from people I don’t know who have been listening to gossip through the grapevine. Every … Read more
How much of your valuable lifetime is the narc worth?
Maybe I’m alone in this, but when something or someone has been in my life a while, I calculate what percentage of my life I have shared with it or them. For example I’ve known my oldest friend for 75% of my life. I’ve lived in my house for nearly half my life. I wore … Read more